When It Comes To You

I have it 

I have all I need 

to do what I got to do 

why is it so hard 

when it comes to you 

is this love 

is this pain 

non sense 

the logic 

my common sense 

labels profane

 

an act of desperation 

clothed in devotion 

why is it so hard when it comes to you 

I blame me 

you think 

its you 

we collide the way lovers do 

Splashing together 

throbbing harder 

confusing surviving with thriving 

running from the truth into each others arms 

refusing to jump out of love 

as easily as we fell in

stubbornly misery loves company

confusing surviving with thriving 

running from the truth into each others arms 

renewing unspoken agreements 

embracing a silent understanding

subconsciously refusing to flee our sinking ship 

with every text/ call,  with every touch/ kiss

 

 

I have it 

I have all I need 

to do what I got to do 

why is it so hard 

when it comes to you 

is this love 

is this pain 

non sense 

the logic 

my common sense 

 labels profane 

why is it so hard 

when it comes to you 

Fuck off

like forcing a square peg into a round hole

I’m tired of fucking with you

step back give me space

go take cover

It  you don’t switch gears catch up and hear me soon

one day you’ll look up and I’ll be gone

and you cant’t say I didn’t worn you

this isn’t an ultimatum its the truth

I’m fed up

only my pride is keeping me at this point

cause my love my care my patience

you have long squandered

aka fuck off

and if your’re lucky

when I feel like trying with you again

I’ll let you know

in the mean time

go deal with your shit

not for me

but for your own damn good

cause to push a lover like me

to this point

you have gotten so far off your center that

any moment you will be more of a danger to yourself

than you are to me right now

this is my first break up poem

thank you for being my muse to the very end.